Rainy Day..Rainy Life...

The rain drops collide with my window
it makes my house cry
the sun doesnt want to come out
i dont want to come out of the sun

i never understood what nihilism was
so i gave up trying to understand it
just like the world gave up trying to understand me...

when i call her she ignores me
when i text her she doesnt respond
when i need her she isnt there...
...why did she have to lose her phone..